energy drinks and apples

WEEEEEEE okay so today hasnt been great, ive been kinda depressed, well normally when im depressed i mope and listen to music thats what i was doing, but my mom came back from supper and gave me a monster energy drink, different energy drinks affect me differently, when i drink monsters i get liek really insightful, friendly and cheery, and see things differently, rockstars make me angry sometimes, and ampd make me wanna dance, and the 5hrs make me feel like shit i dont even touch nos because last time i did i threw up.

this was at about 7:30, so i drank that and started to think about my situation a little more and decided heyy i'll go for a walk around the block (amazingly my mom said yes even though it was liek dark as this was liek 8:00) so i was walking and came to a Esso and thought "heyy lets buy a chocolate bar (mr.Big) so i get in there and notice the drink cooler thing its had monsters 2/4$ so i thought fuck why not so i bought 2 more. i walked for about 10minutes and came back to the hotel,

i then jumped up and down the 3ft parkign baricade thingys just by liek bunny hopping but that got boring so i went to the hotel lobby and saw some apples =D so i grabbed an apple and sat outside the hotel enterance ate the apple and finished my monster, it was a good apple so i thought hell let's have another so i ate that one and 3 more so i sat outside there for an hour or more just listening to music and talking to the odd stranger one of them talked with me for about 10minutes she was very nice. so now im feelign very well idk insightful and bubbly, and i wanted to go see if someone was online ...she isn't.

but heyy i feel liek talkign about my night, and dont care if you find it boring then dotn read =P

so right now im sitting here talkign to the well the few ppl that will read this hell i dont even know you, whats your names? i like to meet new people =D, anyways im sitting here bubly as hell but feeling sick, and getting depressed again damn song better change it...
well i'm gonna stop before this gets to long

QOTD:
"it's easier to lie, to hide the hurt and emptiness, to smile instead of cry, to act like it's all a dream and pretend that missing you doesn't hurt"